uhhh [14 Sep 2004|05:24pm] hm so what has happened? oh let me think...uhh so yesterday i went to chelseas after school n i stopped to talk to holly (devons mom) n i was so happy to see her! :-D n i think my dad is sorta over everything but idk...school is ok cuz i actually have friends i noticed! hmmm uhhh nothing else to say so dont read my lj for awhile until u think something interesting has happened to me 2Screamed...| |Scream like you know you want to.

i wanna fucking murder karen! [12 Sep 2004|11:21am] i hate my family with the most loathing i could ever have for anyone i just want to tell them that but u kno what they make me to scared to do nething EVER                                           die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die  |Scream like you know you want to.

fuck my family [11 Sep 2004|07:17pm] my family is the worst...everytime i tell someone that they r just like nah ur dad is wicked kool but hes not! y would he really show himself infront of u if he hardly knos u! grr him n karen n even my sister is starting to be so fucking judgemental against everything! even devon has noticed n she doestn like my dad nemore like if one of my friends has a problem n they call n are crying n i try to help them hes like anna dont get into it n im like wtf i will if they are my friend n i care about tehm n if i actually talk back he just is soo unreasonable n says some mean shit n i hate it .... like errrr i can never stand up for myself n in my OWN "home" i cant be myself n its just so annoying i have to be careful of nething i do n im not like free at all like id otn wanna be all loosey goosey n ruin my life but my dad takes it too far n i just cant deal with. him n karen r so unfair to me n my friends compared to kyle n ahhhh plus since i just broke up with eddie AND i just started hs (which i hate) n i havnt seen dr keefe (therapist) in a looong time n i hate my job i dont want all this extra pressure at home ahhh well devon is here n today we like got into a physical "fight" haha it was funny but just as i was enjoying myself n laughing THE BEASTLY BITCH n the idiot come into my room n yell at me infront of deovn n like...ruined everything but whatever nothing that i can really do about it.... 2Screamed...| |Scream like you know you want to.

WOW [10 Sep 2004|04:28pm] i havent really updated in a while...so now im at the library with devon n we just came from friendlys...just like old times haha only this time eli jp michealJ and uhh some other ppl i cant remember tho...then we ate food in friendlys n eli n his friend left n told the ppl that me n devon were paying for it n jp told the manager where eli lived n eli was all like yo im gonna kick yo mothafuckin ass n jp was like AHH n it was funny but jp paid for his so ...its ok then yeah i cant remember the rest but it was funnny |Scream like you know you want to.

errr [09 Sep 2004|07:18pm] wow...i miss devon sooo much i hate high schoool at least im single now...like that would make a difference :-/ |Scream like you know you want to.

every window pane is shattering [05 Sep 2004|10:10pm] AHH the most insane-est things have happened!!!!!! ahhh ok so yes im going out with eddie :-D hehe that makes me happy me n devon went to boston for the day on friday n it was SOO fucking fun ! devon holly n steve picked me up at like 10 n we drove to boston n driving around boston was aweseome cuz we played penis EVERYWHERE n devon met the love of her life alex that she met by yelling penis to n it was soooooo hilar-larn i did some shoping n got a harvard sweatshirt (i wore sarahs the whole time at camp n i always chewed on it hehe) n on the way back from dinner we took the T n this 47 year old guy was like making fun of me the whole time n i kept falling all over the bus n he was like u look 12 n dev was like yeah shes my little sister n everyone was wearing baseball shit n i was like BASEBALL SUCKS BASEBALL BALLS n they were lika ahhh we hate u :-P hahaha ! but omfg eddies camping with his uncle or something n i miss him :-( errr hehe me n the family went to the cabin this weekend n IT SUCKED it made me realize how much of a bum i am cuz i didnt do nething but listen to music n watch tv the whole time n occasionally forced myself to read great expectations (it didnt work tho...) i dont wanna go to schooooool |Scream like you know you want to.

student center [01 Sep 2004|01:05pm] sooo last night i slept over lindsays n it was fun we hung out with derek n watched his home-made jackass video n it was hilar-lar. there was like football practice going on at ryan road school n there were quite a few ppl there that disgusted me (not to be mean but ...if u want to be a racist stereotypical jerk off and not expect to be called a gross creep then go get ur fuckin head checked) ok then so me n lindsay just hung out n talked on the phone with eddie w-something :-D n we slept up in her loft n its so fuckin kool i want a loft so bad!!! hehe shes so rich well now im at the student center with devon n then going to work |Scream like you know you want to.

theres purple marker on my hand [31 Aug 2004|02:04pm] so....yesterday i watched maggie n estee n ordered pizza n buffalo wings n i paid for it with my own money n i alwayyyyyyyys use all my money for food n its so annoying cuz i always regret spending it after i spend it lol but who cares hmmm ...then devon came over around like 12 n we just hung out n yeah...then my dad came home n took us to devons n we were like ahh when we got there n it started pouring n so me n devon got our bathing suits on n rain down the street! it was fun n her neighbors were like "woot woot"  n then we went to the parking lot at the end of her street n i was jumping in puddles n her 30 year old neighbors were like "ahh hey yo" n grunting n shit n on our way back to her house dan w. or something was like "yo my brothers were like 'whoa there r chicks runnin down the road in bathing suits' so iw as like ohh shit " n he was like to devon "we should hang out sometime" n she thinks hes hott buts hes really not ! haha then me devon n her mom went in her basement n were looking at all the old stuff n it was kool n there were like pickled penis's (JK! haha) then we went to stop n shop to buy a flashlight n we were pulling up n i saw this kid n i was liek "OMG ITS THE HOTT GUY THAT WORKS AT STOP N SHOP" n the window was liek wide open n i was like ahh oops n yeah this morning we woke up nwalked dt for my therapy appointment n then i got a cider donut then we hung out with aly for a little bit n there was a "po-po" named chico n it was funny then josh collins walked by n he was like "hi anna" n me n devon were lik AHHHH english accents ahha wow i cant wait to move to europe k im done sorry for the boring-ness but im bored too |Scream like you know you want to.

ice tea [30 Aug 2004|10:00am] so im sitting here drinking ice tea with ice from our new refrigerator n no one is online so i was looking for something to put on an away message so i was looking in the "random word pad" that i made to put random shit in it like quotes or something n i found the lyrics for the bug juice theme song n i started to cry...n idk why cuz i thought i got over missing camp that much a while ago but i guess it just slips my mind when im with other ppl like devon or someone n like it sounds sooo retarded cuzim like ahh camp i miss it but like i really do n i only realize it when im alone n have time to think by myself like yeah ive thought about it while i was with devon but i think it pisses her off n i really dont mean to do that but once i kno that there is another place n other ppl then ppl in northampton etcc... that are nicer to me n seem more worth while its just really sad....but im not saying ne of this to hurt ne one cuz i have some REALLY good friends (Devon,Amanda,Angie,Chelsea,Nora,Marissa,Maira...sorry if i forgot u just bitch at me or something) but like i was with amy 24/7 during camp like literally we were never apart for more then 5 minutes except at some EPs n some DGs but not many ....n devon, im really sorry if im hurting ur feelings but i love u sooo fuckin much n ur the best friend ive ever had n weve been thru sooo much n i would never take nething back n  i wish u could understand n i think uve started to i lvoe you to death! ok that was a heart pounding thing to type ...whoa ok well i have to go watch my sister n estee 5Screamed...| |Scream like you know you want to.

the vmas are too boring so im updating my lj [29 Aug 2004|08:48pm] today i went to the fair! yay finally but my dad wouldnt let me take neone so i had to hang out with my sister n kayla (her friend) the whole time n they are sooooooooo annoying but there were A LOT of hott guys at the fair so iwas like ahh hott people then i came home n went to work n did nothing again...but i DID walk around in the cooler and watch the hott guy that works in the liquor store n omg he smiled at me whoa major acomplishment(haha jk jk) ok just to explain that thing  ok ppl r like OMG he HUGGED ME can u believe it? n me n dev made ajoke about it n its hilar-lar ok yeah u dont care but i dont care about u either during work i got a "page" so i went to the front desk and guess who was there...DEVON! haha n so yeah i still had to work so she went to fly by night n laid down on the futon for 45 minutes n then came back n we hung out at state street (where i work) till my dad came then he thru a fit cuz i "sprung" this on him ...i just asked if i could go to devon but he got over that quickly n i went to devons n braeden n jeremy gardner came over n we just hung outn talked in front of devons house for a hwile n the ppl that braeden called buttlick before walked by n jeremy was like "those guys think im hott" n i thought it was funny! n for like the first 45 minutes they were there i COULD NOT stop laughing i was like hey...a tree HAHAHAHAHAHAH n yeah...then holly n steve came home n we had tortolini n fish cakes for dinner n it was yummy then we dropped devon off at cristian wartons house n then holly n steve gave me a ride home n yeah...tomorrow night im sleepin over devons so...call us or soemthing cuz yeah :-) commennnnnnnnnnt |Scream like you know you want to.

HAPPY DANCE [28 Aug 2004|09:50pm] whooo hoo! my lj is pretty now!!!!!! nicole helped me ! eee 1Screamed...| |Scream like you know you want to.

[28 Aug 2004|01:30pm] PugnaciousPugnax: you looked beutiful today! PugnaciousPugnax: and I really like your face, too PugnaciousPugnax: you have nice eyes and freckles PugnaciousPugnax: I seriously think your really really really beutiful! PugnaciousPugnax: REALLY! ^aww i love paul! :-D ok i reallly really really want to go to the cummington fair! i loooooooooooooooooove fairs soo much! they are so get-together-with-the-hill-towns-people and I LOVE the hill town (it reminds me of camp :-[ ) im so fuckin tired i went to work today and it was SOOOOOOOOO boring then karen picked me up n i had to get a pair of pants at faces while she bought shoes then i saw paul in faces and OMG paul is the koolest person in the whole i love him! uhhh im bored and I WANT TO GO TO THE FAIR! :-P 1Screamed...| |Scream like you know you want to.

i want summer to go one forever. . . [27 Aug 2004|09:00pm] omfg! i really DONT wanna go too school like...yeah "its gonna be sooo much better than jfk" but like i dont get how it will be but i hope it is cuz jfk sucked everyone was so fuckin stuck on themselves (in my grade at least) n errrr idk i just dont want it to be that way i just wish everyone would be themselves n yeah i kno im not sometimes but i dont go THAT far out of my way n idk nvm im just retarded but ANYWAY ummm this was like the best summer ive ever had ....n its not JUST becuz of camp.... man oh man i havnt talked to amy or jeremy like at all lately n i miss amy sooooooo fuckin much! n ive talked to sarah a little but not that much n errr its just not the same when u talk to pp online but yeah               you know i love comments :-P 1Screamed...| |Scream like you know you want to.

devon and holly's convo haha [27 Aug 2004|08:02pm] XSwtstXThngX: PENIS XSwtstXThngX: boob XSwtstXThngX: butt XSwtstXThngX: LICK XSwtstXThngX: where are you you butthead? XSwtstXThngX: its yer daughter DEVON Smithmama3: where are you? XSwtstXThngX: at Annas XSwtstXThngX: where are you Smithmama3: i know who you are, i'm at work XSwtstXThngX: hi holly! it is anna!!!!!!! cough*cough*ANUS*cough*cough Smithmama3: hi anna XSwtstXThngX: puff XSwtstXThngX: look at the 2 puffs! Smithmama3: i can't type as fast as you guys, when are you coming home, oh yeah ANUS, BOOB, PENIS right back at ya! Smithmama3: puffs!! funny, you booze fiend!!!!! XSwtstXThngX: boooooob XSwtstXThngX: peeny weeny! Smithmama3: boooooooooooooooooooooooooobeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeee XSwtstXThngX: hahahahaahahahhahahahha anna mis creacking up! XSwtstXThngX: is*craking* XSwtstXThngX: cracking****** Smithmama3: crack (butt) XSwtstXThngX: yah well go crack tha reefer XSwtstXThngX: buttcrack-anna XSwtstXThngX: i have a asshole on my elbow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Smithmama3: ok it feels like we're three now XSwtstXThngX: yah! Smithmama3: you two make my day Smithmama3: :-) !!!!!!!!!! Smithmama3: i just made a happy face XSwtstXThngX: hahahahahhahahahaahhahaha Smithmama3: =-O you so ugly XSwtstXThngX: :-*i want your penis Smithmama3: :-[ im sorry XSwtstXThngX: hahahahahaa:-P Smithmama3: ;-) i dont have a penis XSwtstXThngX: r u sure??? XSwtstXThngX: ;-) Smithmama3: ok i got to go back to work now XSwtstXThngX: fine butthole Smithmama3: lick butt!!! XSwtstXThngX: its buttlick ah duh ahhh devons mom is hilar-lar!!! haha 2Screamed...| |Scream like you know you want to.

ur gonna get it [27 Aug 2004|06:14pm] im so fuckin tired of everyone....EVERYONE (well not everyone) ppl are like "yo u dont kno how much crap i go thru im so hardcore tho ahh i love my life ahahah im too good for u" bull-SHIT u suck i hate u fuck u asshole on my elbow u suck ur dogs penis!!! i hate u i hate u i hate u!!!!!! ahh ok on a happier note....devon slept over n it was funnn we went to get ice cream n i got MUD PIE MADNESS pssh  yah! hehe n then i went to work yadayadayada ummm my dad is making me stay home tonight errr ! umm g2g make dinner BYE LOSERS !jk |Scream like you know you want to.

hyper/drunk!!!!!! "bu"hahahaha [25 Aug 2004|10:29pm] rar.....me n devon were just at her grandparents rich mansion house n we went swimming in the dark like there was a light but it was dark outside...WHOA!!!!!!! ahhhaha steve is my best friend...we have a handshake! he is so raddddddddddddddd :-P ahhh me n dev were watchin RFR n the puff guy is so fuckin hotttttttttt hehe n him n the other puff lady thats a mean bitch had a moment n it was hilar-lar cuz i was like to steve n dev n holly "omg 2 puffs" hahahah but yeahhhhhh omfg sarah is coming to northampton so go white water rafting with a gay couple!!! yay i might see her! hehe       wow :-D |Scream like you know you want to.

myy schedule [25 Aug 2004|05:46pm] Semester One Spanish 2-kielbasa (hahah funny name) Wellness(on A days)-brunelle,Art(on B days)-mc cormick Algebra1A-sass World History-todhunter Semester Two Honors Bio.-lincoln Writing I-way Algebra1B-sass Honors Eng.-cheevers (err)     tellme if we have ne of the same classes together!!! |Scream like you know you want to.

FUNNY FUNNY [25 Aug 2004|11:19am] me:dont u kno that kid (across the street) devon:YEAH OMG HES SO HOTT me:eww no hes gross braeden:hes a frickin wigger devon:hes so hott braeden: AND THEN THERE WAS THIS ONETIME N I WAS LIKE BUTTLICK devon:braeden...SHUT UP me:hahahahah braeden:THERE WAS THIS GUY N HE WAS LIKE BUTT N I WAS LIKE LICK! WHOA BUTTLICK! me: ahahhahahahahhahahah devon:hahahahahahahahah ok im done |Scream like you know you want to.

ehh [25 Aug 2004|10:25am] its times like these that i really miss camp cuz people dont talk shit like they do here um yeah ok sam barrinson is the biggest faggot in the world i fucking hate him he fucking thinks he knows everything n he fucking thinks hes friends with everyone but hes just a fat ugly asshole so he should go dieeeeeeee n he talks way too much shit for sucha loser so errr i hate him ANYWAY last night i went to the transperformance with devon only for like 2 hours tho...it was ok but i only went cuz thats where me n devon first met! :-D hehe but umm then we went to her grandparents house n ate all their food n watched Degrassi (which is like the best show) n hmmmm yeah i serioulsy have to read great expectations im only on like chapter 7 n theres like 60 chapters eeehhh :-/ |Scream like you know you want to.

nothing nothing nothing [24 Aug 2004|11:49am] last night i slept over devons n her mom took us to stop n shop to get something to eat ...n after we got that done holly(devons mom) drove us around dt n we were yelling PENIS n VAGINA n BOOBIE! oh n of course BUTTLICK! out the window n it was sooo fuckin hilar-lar thennnnnnn we went back n we talked to her mom for a while n then devon turned off the lights n i got really scared nmade her turn them on :-[ hehe but uhh now im home n im bored...but we r geting a trampoline today! n omfg paul is back from camp n im so happy! i missed him! hehe :-D   im wicked bored but i just remembered something that happened at camp n i feel like writing it: ok so i have this binder/notebook that has all these quotes n poems in it cuz when i read it it makes me feel a whole lot better :-D hehe n if the quote applies to someone for me i write their name down next to it n i have extra paper for writing other shit...n one day during siesta amy was writing something n it was a poem n i want to put it in my lj "Never change" they tell me "You're beautiful inside"   But why would i not want to change  If inside i want to die. 1Screamed...| |Scream like you know you want to.

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